Reviewing Days Gone By

I find myself yelling out to You, yelling with all my might until my body is wracked with exhaustion.

Are You even listening?

I found myself drowning in waves of anxiety, and went looking for You.

My heart is but an open wound that won’t heal.

They keep telling me, “Everything will turn out all right, give it time.”
I find myself doubting every word they have said.

I remember You – and weep, covering my head, ashamed of this emotion.
I’m awake all night – not an ounce of sleep,
Not even sure what is bothering me

I review the days, one by one, pondering the years that have gone by.
I think of the songs You have given me, wondering how to pull it all together…